So My first day of work I was pretty much handling glass ALL day, cause I make frames and stuff, but needless to say I cut my fingers like 50-bazillion times and they were all red and sore for the next 2 days after. Now at work yesterday, didn't cut my hand once on the glass! Not once! But when I finally do cut my hand's, and it was a doozy let me tell you, IT WAS ON A FUCKING PIECE OF CARDBOARD!!!! KUSO!!! It was a good fucking slice too, right across the goddamn knuckle on the back of my hand. But really now? Picking up sheets of glass that weigh almost 20-30 lbs all day bare handed and that's what I cut my hands on??? My boss totally laughed at me!!! \(>.<)/ Argh!

-Fiona Out

I might be turning into a slight Taylor Lautner fan (NOT fangirl, mind you), though it's really only for the fact that he's a hot martial artist.

Things have been pretty chill lately. Had a spat of depression a while back in which I was lamenting to john about how stupid and useless I was and how I keep fucking up my life with my stupid decisions and how I hated having to rely on him so much, and I shouldn't have dropped out of school, and such and such. That was a few weeks ago, and while I'm still not feeling totally up to par I am feeling much better. I finally started my new job, which granted, so far I've only worked one day, and I'll only be working about 2 weeks for this last burst of pre-christmas panic, It's still great hours and a good pay check. I'm finally getting my car put in my name so I now have a solid, although old and some-what scary mode of transportation. Thinking a lot more about careers and stuff, so I'm gonna shoot for a community college, work hard to bring my GPA back up, which is terribly low right now, and then try for a school I would actually like to go too. I would like to shoot for spring semester, but it's waaaay to late for that, so hopefully I'll be going back to school in fall. I'm looking at some community college's in boston, like Bunker Hill, as a starting point. If my grandmother puts me under her residence too I'll get major discounts on the school. Money also is a it of a problem now, and also the only thing my 'rent's argue about, which I guess is a good and bad thing now. My sis might actually be getting a job soon too which will be good for the money issue, cause she asks for money all the time and doesn't do shit around the house. Also really hoping to hang with friends a lot when they get home! Especially now that I get get myself from A-B so give me a buzz if you want to hang! I'm all for it! BTW we totally need a boston trip. Like I can't even remember the last time we had one of those!

<3<3<3<3<3 to all my great friends!!! Love you all!!! <3<3<3

Love you John! <3

-Fiona \(-^.^-)/

Something is wrong with my cell phone/charger. I brought my charger with me to Saki's last night to charge it in case I got any phone calls, except there weren't any decent plugs around me. There's this one weird outlet in their common room that was available but no matter which way I turned, my charger wouldn't fit. Neither would my laptop cord. *shrug* So I just put my charger away and played on my laptop while watching Hot Fuzz.

When I got back to my room last night and went to plug in my charger, my phone didn't light up to signal that it was charging. I tried a couple different outlets - same result. Now my mom's pissed at me and whether she knows it or not, she keeps making me feel like it's MY fault.

Crying within the first fifteen minutes you get out of bed is NOT a good way to start the day.